I think it would be…
stuffed toys of cute characters :))
would you give me one?
Got this items from my aunt. Lovin’ it. I guess she got it from Japan. :)))
I just hate it when people tease me, telling me bad things ‘bout me. ‘Cause of that, I started to want to get better. I mean, NOT want, but NEED. I NEED to get better. I need to be smarter. I need to be more friendlier. I need to be more intellectual. I need to get prettier. I need to have whiter skin. I need to be slim. I need to be thoughtful. I need to be generous. I need to be BETTER. Not better than anyone else. But better than myself. My current self. I need to be like anyone else. Almost perfect, getting all the love. I want to be loved just like anyone else. I want to be appreciated. I want to be known. Not popular, just known. I want to be like anyone else who makes friends easily. I want, and I NEED to be BETTER.
I miss my old friends. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s just mood swings taking their attack on me. Yes, I miss them, but not all. Plus, it doesn’t mean that I’ll leave my current group : Cool Bom Siztah. I love all of them, even though they don’t feel the same for me. Like my past girlfriends. They don’t love me back, but some of them are completely angry at me. Maybe ‘cause of telling them that I was back stabbed by them. Yes, I miss them. As I said, not all of them. But for the others, I don’t think so. I hope this doesn’t spill. But I really respect all of them. I want them to know my feelings, and I hope that they’ll understand me. I used this as a way to tell them, that they’re important to me. I was a part of another group, way waaay back when I was a freshman.
To tell you the truth, I don’t miss them as much. Maybe my other girlfriends, waaay back when I was in my 6th grade, they really are important to me too. Maybe if they see this, they’ll hate me, or some will love me as I do (I wish!).
These are some people that are included to the list of friends that I truly miss (even if they don’t).
Aubrey Claire :)))
Andrea Nicole :)))
I miss and love them, no matter what. Even they don’t feel the same, even though they don’t give back the love. I just hope they will do. :))) And I also hope, that whoever sees this post, will not spill the beans to my other past girlfriends. :)))